D-Dub - Eternity Lyrics

My mum raised me alone she clothed me fed me and gave me a home
She amazed me you know
We come up in the struggle that's the way that we grow
No father figure mum made me a bloke
The pain's taking its toll
I'm just about breaking the mold
She's been taking her meds but they're raising her dose
Are they really helping or creating a hole
I'm street smart I can't hate on the road
But all them mates that' you know will have you snaked for your doe
They can hate all they want but they ain't taking my soul
I should of listened to my mum and not debate with her loads
I was so hungry I was scraping the bowl
I couldn't give a f*ck if you relate with me though
My mum was getting worried about me making it home
Ever since she found a blade in my coat try take me for a joke

You gave birth to me I bet they wish you murdered me
I'm sorry for the things I've said I love you for eternity
I'm freeing my emotions that were trapped internally
If it weren't for you none of my fans would of heard of me
You gave birth to me I bet they wish you murdered me
I'm sorry for the things I've said I love you for eternity
I'm freeing my emotions that were trapped internally
If it weren't for you none of my fans would of heard of me

Mum's probably mad at me for digging up the past
But its nothing now we can look back and laugh
You was doing class A's I was skipping class
It's kinda mad we both forgot about the task
We took a different path I was out with the lads
You was doing dirt with baz looking back it's mad
I never had a dad my life's been a Mazza
It don't really matter now we got each others back
My mum's got depression
She suffered more than this countries recession
All that pain inside nothing like indigestion
I wish I seen it coming back when I was eleven
Man I would of stayed in school
But I barely sat in lesson roads taught me a lesson
It's mad I was Armageddon going out with a weapon
Now every move I make I've got think about & question

You gave birth to me I bet they wish you murdered me
I'm sorry for the things I've said I love you for eternity
I'm freeing my emotions that were trapped internally
If it weren't for you none of my fans would of heard of me
You gave birth to me I bet they wish you murdered me
I'm sorry for the things I've said I love you for eternity
I'm freeing my emotions that were trapped internally
If it weren't for you none of my fans would of heard of me

I could talk about when everything was nice
When I believed the lies unaware of the struggle
I was just living life I didn't know it had a price
Until a letter for eviction had our living compromised
Shit you can see the pain in my eyes
I didn't see it coming though I took it by surprise
It was once upon a time no happily ever after
I've been looking for that chapter
But I can't find where it hides
We've never seen eye to eye let's have a heart to heart
I can't speak about it but I can tell you
Bar for bar
I drove mum crazy til she handbrake turned & parked the car
She was hardly carm but this aren't who we are
I broke down half a bar that's where the drama starts
They will test how hard you are & no one's got a armoured heart
I'd rather spit fire like Charizard
Big up all my bruddas who dunno where their fathers are

You gave birth to me I bet they wish you murdered me
I'm sorry for the things I've said I love you for eternity
I'm freeing my emotions that were trapped internally
If it weren't for you none of my fans would of heard of me
You gave birth to me I bet they wish you murdered me
I'm sorry for the things I've said I love you for eternity
I'm freeing my emotions that were trapped internally
If it weren't for you none of my fans would of heard of me