Sinking Video (MV)

I try stay blessed and keep
Ahead of the strife
But 'round here there's that negative vibe
I've never had much so I cherish my pride
I nearly lost myself I've seen relatives die
Rappers rain pain and they're begging It why
F*ck your feelings I'm just telling my life
If your feeling f*ck the world you're rebelling like I why
Because the government are selling us lies
Surrounded by fake-ism bullshit and racism
They're dumb enuff to carry out what the government made for em
Knowledge is power but that was a late vision
Couldn't make my mates listen
Now they cant escape prison
I'll make your brain blow like 9/11
You wanna fly to heaven
Hold my hand and light the lemon
Knowledge is power despite the weapon
Don't you think it's stupid what we do when life Is threatened
Life's took for granted I wish we could of planned it
Time goes so damn quick the world is rancid
I don't understand it this ain't demanded
I'm sick of drinking it's like sinking in a sand pit
Life's took for granted I wish we could of planned it
Time goes so damn quick the world is rancid
I don't understand it this ain't demanded
I'm sick of drinking it's like sinking in a sand pit
Emotions stay closed in people get pushed away
I turn down help to the point they think I love the pain
I'm feeling f*ck the fame
But then I'm getting booked again
On new years eve 2016 I touched the stage
That same night I had to silently suffer mate
F*ck the sympathy I would rather suffocate
My Mrs phoned me panicking I struggled to adjust my brain
She had a miscarriage and our baby had been flushed away
I'm tryna spare my struggles for another day
I paint a vivid picture people look away
I was in two minds should I go should I stay
Or ignore my problems and spark another jay
I can't control my thoughts my brains like a hurricane
I know man who might not even see their son again
I'm at war with the lord how could I pray
I lost faith in God when Sophia had been took away
Life's took for granted I wish we could of planned it
Time goes so damn quick the world is rancid
I don't understand it this ain't demanded
I'm sick of drinking it's like sinking in a sand pit
Life's took for granted I wish we could of planned it
Time goes so damn quick the world is rancid
I don't understand it this ain't demanded
I'm sick of drinking it's like sinking in a sand pit
I was too young to see my great pops Charlie die
The pain was insane but them days I hardly cried
I blame it on how hard we ride
Tryna turn the dark to light
I feel like my life is depending on how hard I write
I'm feeling f*ck it they don't wanna see my darker side
I'm coming with a sharper knife
I'm emptying my jerry can I beg someone spark a light why
I'm gunna watch this earth burn before they tare away this heart of mine
Cancer caught my nan she took the fight and stood her ground
Our second name is Waring you can see it in my thuggish frown
I can't blame my dad cuz he never stuck around
I don't blame my mum and she's the one who f*cked around
That's life though how the f*ck could I know
Still I have to live with it when none of this is my fault
My mind is constantly spinning like a cyclone
But now I'm grown I just wanna find hope
Life's took for granted I wish we could of planned it
Time goes so damn quick the world is rancid
I don't understand it this ain't demanded
I'm sick of drinking it's like sinking in a sand pit
Life's took for granted I wish we could of planned it
Time goes so damn quick the world is rancid
I don't understand it this ain't demanded
I'm sick of drinking it's like sinking in a sand pit