D-Dub - Take It Back Lyrics

I wish I could take it back
I'd flush away all the base & crack
But I was too young to realise
I remember mum telling me not play with that
I flow so real it's way I rap
Mandem move fake and they hate and that
I hit rock bottom then I made it back
Big yourself up if you can relate to that
I done apologised to my mum
I wish I can take back all things that I done
But mum was on white her man was on dark
And no one should have that shit around their son
And they wonder why I was such a little cunt
Dale's going mad again his rowing with his mum
I was just a kid I'm not condoning what I did
But I've seen all sorts of f*ckery from young

I wish I could take it back
I'd make it all change and that
I wish I could take it
I just wish I could take it
I wish I could take it back
Man I'd make it all change and that
I wish I could take it
I just wish I could take it

My dad was a goner mum was a shotta
There were fiends in my kitchen always buying product from her
I remember feeling scared thinking they were gunna rob her
But mum had a hammer and she was off her rocker
Food from the freezer never reached the cooker
She was like Roy Cropper served it out proper
And you wonder why I was a little f*cker
It's way I was raised middle finger to a copper
My mum thought my music would of made me rich
But it takes the piss I've hustled & I've paid for vids
It's kind of funny cuz I used to think I was made For this
Until I realised I'm just another slave to this
I'm a dream chaser so I've had to take a risk
But I need an income how else can I raise my kids
We're all born and made to live like they never gave a shit
Big yourself up if you can relate to this

I wish I could take it back
I'd make it all change and that
I wish I could take it
I just wish I could take it
I wish I could take it back
Man I'd make it all change and that
I wish I could take it
I just wish I could take it

I used to know a guy who trapped white
He always blowing money like a bagpipe
He tried to ride a wave he couldn't handle then he capsized
Now he's hiding dodging debts with a crack pipe
It's more than sad times look into a cats eyes
Telling mad lies tryna keep your stack nice
Take it or leave it I ain't coming back twice
I had to get out I don't wanna live that life
I'm time travelling through different dimensions
I don't trust people so f*ck your intentions
I seen em chasing money for a pendant
Nah they don't have a clue about being independent
I'm tryna find a way out your looking for an entrance
F*ck fame & attention I don't care about a mention
I swear I'm bout to go red dead redemption
Then I guess I'll have to ride a sentence like detention

I wish I could take it back
I'd make it all change and that
I wish I could take it
I just wish I could take it
I wish I could take it back
Man I'd make it all change and that
I wish I could take it
I just wish I could take it

All these rappers wanna chat about big P's
I was thirteen with a bag full of fifties
I must of felt too smart for my age I had bars on the page
And my mandem were like sixteen
Little nutter always had a tool with me
Blacked out like the total eclipse be
Never stayed in school cuz I hated rules
I prefered to learn that these roads are risky
They've been getting gassed like they're messing round with solvents
While I've been hiding tryna cope with my emotions
I'm smoking all this potion it's overly potent
Now I'm bathing in the coldren until my mind is open
While your sucking on deodorant I'm looking for a moment
I ain't f*cking with a serpent they can smell my heart is golden
I act like I don't know them why they talking like I owe dem
If I died you wouldn't grind & give the money to my children

I wish I could take it back
I'd make it all change and that
I wish I could take it
I just wish I could take it
I wish I could take it back
Man I'd make it all change and that
I wish I could take it
I just wish I could take it