Dead Etiquette - GAVE IT AWAY Lyrics

I see
You're right
But instincts
Are blind
And day after day
Love turns grey
I've found all
But the words to say

Afraid
I've lost you to myself
Again and again
It cost me you
Took too long to repent

This is for every time
That I wouldn't f*cking listen
For every great idea that results in bad decisions
For every time I ignored all of our discussions
Every time I was wrong
Now I'm reaping repercussions
Missing nights filled with joy
That were taken too soon
And the vices fill the voids
But it should've been you
All the fights and the noise
Didn't know what to do
Why couldn't I find the voice
That'd help get us through
I always turned to you
When nobody understood me
I always looked for you
When they all overlooked me
And you would read my lyrics
When no one would ever book me
Now I spend my time
Replicating places that you took me
Thinking about the memories
I pray you never mention
Every time you detected division in my attention
Every time I was stupid and added it to the tension
Every time that I hurt you
It was never my intention

Afraid
I've lost you to myself
Again and again
It cost me you
Took too long to repent

Make no mistake
I am every thing that I hate
I might just kick this chair
And fall straight to my fate
In these trying times
I swear I try my best
But I understand so I'll put that to rest
I gave it away
I gave it away
Can only blame myself
For my own dismay
The look on your face
Has me growing with jade
I made a mistake
When I gave you away