Every night
Feels like another chase
I want my mind
Completely erased
I want to numb
Everything I have to feel
I want to run
From everything I couldn't kill
Getting lost in the voids
I dip my feet in
A new lost cause
For wrong reasons
Mixing downers with downers
A double negative's positive
Going through the emotions
I'm thinking something has got to give
Never thought I would see the day
I would pray for apocalypse
I've been flirting with death so much
That I guess I forgot to live
Spiraling
The room is spinning
Spiraling
The room is spinning
I can't see
Or find the feeling
Spiraling
The room is spinning
Every night
Feels like another chase
I don't mind
Cause it recedes what pains
Now that I
Am comfortably numb
I'll deny
What I can't overcome
Getting lost in the voids
I dip my feet in
Cause you always fall
After you ease in
Mixing downers with downers
A double negative's positive
Going through the emotions
I'm thinking something has gotta give
Never thought I would see the day
I would pray for apocalypse
I've been flirting with death so much
That I guess I forgot to live
Spiraling
The room is spinning
Spiraling
The room is spinning
I believe
I call this healing
Spiraling
The room is spinning
I think
I'm going off the deep end
I think
I just needed a reason
I think
That I don't even care
I know
That I shouldn't mix this
I know
It isn't gonna fix it
I know
BUT I DON'T FUCKING CARE