There's comfort in the quiet
What's louder is denial
I'm fading fast
I'm coming undone
Face to face with my real life
The colour's fading and I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
I think I'm addicted to the way that you cast me aside
It's like I need the f*cking pain just to feel alive
Am I alive
Or am I a ghost
Lost in the fallout
Thrown to the cold
I'm trying to remember when I felt warmth
Cause these days I just feel numb
So sick of never being good enough
Good enough
Too many blood stains on the walls too many broken memories
The ends don't justify the means
And all you do is take take take
Am I addicted to this
Am I alive
Or am I a ghost
Lost in the fallout
Thrown to the cold
I'm trying to remember when I felt warmth
Cause these days I just feel numb
So sick of never being good enough
I need the pain
I need the pain to feel alive
Or am I a ghost
Lost in the fallout
Thrown to the cold
I'm trying to remember when I felt warmth
Cause these days I just feel numb
So sick of never being good enough