You'll find me running from all of my troubles
Credit card bills and nights on the doubles
Cigarette smoking, white line inhaling
Anything to keep the cool train sailing
And when you find me, a vigil and candle
They'll say there's nothing that I could not handle
I've been through so much, who knows how much more before they find me cold on the floor?
I've been feeling young, feeling old, feeling broken, feeling cold, feeling numb, feeling pain
But it's all the f*cking same
And in the background a creeping doom, a reminder that my time is over soon
And so I run away from this chasm
Betrayed like Eve in a world of Adam
It's not fair
Will it ever get any easier?
I go my own way trying to find peace of mind
Will it ever get any easier?
In reality, I've left pieces of me behind
I'm falling into this chasm