Dead Name Blues - Greater Escapes Lyrics

I don't ever want to feel again
I wanna stay dull, cheap, and fake
I want a short life expectancy
And a girl to f*ck while my arm bleeds
I wanna live in disarray
I want a house that i can't sleep in
Cause bitch i'm never gonna sleep
Until this life is stripped from me

I don't ever want to love again
I wanna keep my hands to myself
I want a portrait of my family
So i can keep it somewhere where i won't see it
I wanna kill the pain i cause myself
And i wanna kill the regret afterwards
And i want a greater escape
So i can kill all that's left of me
Until i'm nothing