Dead Silent - Polaroid Lyrics

Birds fly in the sky above me
But don't see the bad, the ugly
I find it so hard to love me
Twenty three, feel it since twenty one
On the outside all my friends think I'm winning
On the inside I'm a mess, I don't fit in
I can't look in a mirror
There's nothing there
I'm present but I'm not here

What if I can't figure it out
What if I can't figure it out
Before it's too late for me, late for me
Late for me, late for me
What do you consider me now
A goner, a loner
I'll never get out
It's too late for me, late for me
Late for me, late for me

Coffee-stained polaroid of my best friends
Wonder what the hell happened
And where the time went
But it just stings now
To see how we found
A brand new normal
But that's just how it has to be
On the outside we're all grown facing demons
On the inside there's a kid still screaming
Trying to find a way back
Can't find a way out
A critic still inside my head
I can't make proud

What if I can't figure it out
What if I can't figure it out
Before it's too late for me, late for me
Late for me, late for me
What do you consider me now
A goner, a loner
I'll never get out
It's too late for me, late for me
Late for me, late for me

Tell me you're not better off
Or I could ever measure up
When I'm so close to giving up
But none of you can be the one to save me
Tell me you don't feel it too
In pieces, you're broken in two
Needing someone to blame
Or something to choose
But you don't feel like you're the one worth saving

What do you consider me now?
A goner, a loner
I'll never get out
It's too late for me, no
Late for me, late for me