Growing Pains Video (MV)

If you really cared then you would change
You said to me, so i turned away
There's nothing left here to see
Always prioritizing wants overs needs, this is exactly that indeed
I'll stand again on my own two feet

Wasted time, wasting away
Neglecting any purpose
SO Indignant i'd feel like I was never wrong
To constantly make repeated mistakes
Effort seemed so worthless
And now i'm faced with the brutal truth I should have seen all along

Oh how I've learned how it's so hard to admit when we are wrong
Yeah now I know how it's so hard to admit when we are wrong

The hurt will soon fade
Recognize it as growing pains
Changes that need to be made
A small loss for a larger gain

Turning the next page
Watch me break out of this cage
My future awaits
No time to lament decisions made

I am a creature of habit
Building mental monuments and ivory towers
Delusional and Dramatic
Lost in thought watching the clock and simply counting hours
Any trace of light had been devoured

The feeling permeates beneath my skin
The walls are closing in

Begging for anything to come and wake me up

Turning the next page
Watch me break out of this cage
My future awaits
No time to lament decisions made
I'll never look back
There's nothing to gain by regretting the past
Scars that will not fade
My debts will not go unpaid

Left, right, left
One failure after another
Tormented, crippled, bereft
One foot in front of the other
It's time to take my life back