Oceans 666 Video (MV)

I'm drowning in my thoughts
Yeah they oceans deep
I'm drowning in the dark
I swear I can't sleep
I take a couple breathes
I hear the devil speak
I take a couple hits
Why's it so hard to dream
I'm drowning in my thoughts
I'm drowning in my
Thoughts
Drowning I'm my heart
I swear it's getting harder
To keep living like I wanna
I gotta make some money
All this fighting with my father
I just don't wanna
F*cking carry on
They tell me be strong
But how much longer can I f*cking hold on
Maybe it's me
Maybe it's anxiety
Maybe it's me
Maybe it's all the demons I see
Yuh
Twenty long years
Hardly any happy days
Can't cope with pain
Took 8 pills to make em go away
Alice down a rabbit hole
Wish that hole was my grave
Digging down deep
These secrets that I keep
I'm lying to myself
I'll never be okay
Tripping off my ass
Fake smiles to their face
I'm drowning in my thoughts
Yeah they oceans deep
I'm drowning in the dark
I swear I can't sleep
I take a couple breathes
I hear the devil speak
I take a couple hits
Why's it so hard to dream
I'm drowning in my thoughts
Drowning in my thoughts
Yeah
From endless confrontations
To false inspiration
Fake love and withdrawals from mental medication
I lost myself in loving I don't need an explanation
Forgive I'm forgotten
You used be my haven