Deadflower - Suffocating (feat. Jim Hocking) Lyrics

I think that it's time that you take a vacation, and think about all of the time we've been wasting
Got my heart in a choke hold, I wanted to breathe, but I'm falling in love with the suffocation
And I know that nicotine was just so god damn aggressive
But the more that I smoke is the less that I'm left with
How could you just leave, forget me, replace me with him
And I wish you let me know before you slept in his bed
I couldn't be me, my vision's blurry
And so what I'm a dropout, at least I could follow
My heart and my dreams, I'm finally free
But it doesn't mean I don't want to want to wake up with you tomorrow
I think there's something that I was missing
Like the time you decided that you didn't love me
Your love was so fake and you kept on pretending
Your hearts made of plastic and and I wish I realized it
I've been suffocating, so tell me what's the problem and how can we fix it
You just weren't listening, and you ended it on text when I was on the road in Portland
I think that it's time that you take a vacation, and think about all of the time we've been wasting
Got my heart in a choke hold and I'm wanting to breath but I'm falling in love with the suffocation
I think there's something that I was missing, like the time you decided that you didn't love me
Anymore, anymore, anymore
I was taking my time, yeah, I took things slow, but three years seems just a little too long
To throw everything right out the window, but I guess that's just how everything goes
I don't understand and I'm still depressed and I'm thinking way back, you laying on my chest
And what if you now, don't ever think of me, forget it, I'll be with FTFD
There must have been something I was missing, could things have been different if you were listening
I tried my best but you fell away, what could I have done just to keep you in place
The feeling we had was outlined in gold, we couldn't anticipate what would unfold
You left with my heart and now I'm replaced, I was dead from the start and now I'm erased
We collapsed, the floor it caved come see for yourself, disaster we made
I think that it's time that you take a vacation, and think about all of the time we've been wasting
Got my heart in a choke hold and I'm wanting to breath but I'm falling in love with the suffocation
I think there's something that I was missing, like the time you decided that you didn't love me
Anymore, anymore, anymore