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I never wanted things to change
But we're here
And I can't let go of the fear that
I just might slip and watch it break in front of me
I'm not sure I want to keep this a memory
I want to hold on, I don't want to this stop
I want this to thrive, so don't tell me I'm not
Gonna feel this again, everything inside, cause I'm alive, a remedy is mine to find
I see the future scream promise and I'm too scared to stop this
Running back and forth with this feeling that I might switch
Giving it up, watch it all fade and die
Watching as it falls apart by design
Like this is my making, you're the one who changed me
Now when I'm alone I just drip with envy
'Cause I've been so lost trying to figure out why
It feels so cold
I let you in
You can hide
Stay with me forever
I let you in
You can hide
But I'll find my way, home
Back home
I never wanted things to change
But we're here
And I can't let go of the fear that
I just might slip and watch it break in front of me
I'm not sure I want to keep this a memory
I want to hold on, I don't want to this stop
I want this to thrive, so don't tell me I'm not
Gonna feel this again, all of this inside
I'm alive, the moment that you're on my mind
These words cut quietly and eat their way through
So maybe we should start advocating the truth
Cause there's a limit and you found it
This fallout, admire it
Everything is better when you don't understand it
I'm better off alone, better to live with regret
Than ever have to think I haven't lived enough yet
Set me free, let me drown in my head
It's all I have
I let you in
You can hide
Stay with me forever
I let you in
You can hide
But I'll find my way
Home
I think I'm ready for liberation
I'm living in this skin but somehow it hurts
You tell a story not longed for my world
Bound by the present
Forgive me my words
It might be broken but I'll make it f*cking worse
You're not listening to me
I know you'll never see
This is everything I never wanted to be
Even though I try
Even though I scream
You still won't see what I mean