Deadlite - CHASING RAINBOW Lyrics

I wish for rainbow when it rains
But I'm always too late
So far, I haven't gotten anywhere else but here
Just waiting patiently for
I almost lost myself again
Thinking about the younger years I've spent
Doing anything but care for you
And all the things I said I gave a shit to
Oh, what I'm supposed to do?
When all I got right now
Are memories of old
Reminding me that I'm such a failure
The voices I shouldn't listen to
Tell me I messed up
That I'm the worst there is out there
Well, you're not so goddamn good yourself
Well, you're not so goddamn good yourself
How was I to know that it's not fair?
To find some room to breathe
Just let me breathe
So I can be the thing that makes you happy
Now, look at what we will never be
With a cherry on top, pretty please
I was up all night, dreaming sweetly
When the thought of you came in
Smiling pretty, but I know that face hides some shade
God, you're like him
Pardon me but you were not a trend
Waiting to be one and done
Wish I could've known that
I'm not fun enough
I was not enough for you