Deadlite - SAVIOUR//SINNER Lyrics

I'm a sinner
Born to waste my time
Waiting for a saviour
That will never come
I'm a victim
Of my own decline
And in my wake,
You will find that I'm an empty vessel all along
Death, embrace
Desecrate
Whisper sweet nothings to me
I'm a fiend
Deserving of a thousand lashing
Until my eyes are bloodshot red
Relent not, and lay your heavy hands on me
Lead my soul to the realm where you dwell
And etch the promise you have always made
On my hollow skin
That I will never leave
This plain of nothingness will be my resting place
In this new hell
I will wear my shame on my sleeves
A memory, forgotten, will turn its back on me
And leave no trace
Even with open eyes
I couldn't see the lies
I believed all this time
Too late to make amends
All I can do is mend
Till my conscience fade away
Foolishly clinging onto reasons fabricated
Conjured through make-believes and bold pretences
My guilt will watch over me
As I spend my time lingering
On the prospect that I can escape
Far from the blinding darkness;
Waiting to swallow me whole
Desecrate
Death, embrace
In this new hell, I lay bare
Delusions settling in
A tragedy, begotten, will never give me peace
Until my conscience fade away
Along with it, my dignity
And all that I am
I'm not one of you
I'm a sinner
Born to testify
I don't need a saviour that will never come
I am more than the hate in my heart
And with these words I'll let you know
That I'm not afraid to die
And face my judgement
On my own