I let the devil in
His presence was comforting, and I found a home in the suffering
Into the endless grey, why do I have to be this way?
I've lost my f*cking mind, bleeding to blur the lines
Desperation swells to feel agonised
I was lost in the deadlights
The truth was buried in the holes of the dry wall
All I need is some rope-burn luxury
Cause I'm a crippled motherf*cker
Always looking just to suffer
Why do I feel this way?
I've been circling to find a f*cking exit
I've been circling to find a place to hide
Will I find peace when they bury me alive?
Pseudo, faked smiles, a f*cking facade
How do I even recognise myself?
Why am I always f*cking isolated?
Isolated
I've said it before, so I'll say it again
I can't control these f*cking voices in my head
Every single time I try to speak I become so f*cking weak
Fall to my knees screaming please
Just give me a sign I need to be alright
Just give me a sign I need to be alright
I can hear the walls they're talking to me now
It's the silence inside of the deafening sound
I've been circling to find a f*cking exit
I've been circling to find a place to hide
Will I find peace when they bury me alive?
Pseudo, faked smiles, a f*cking facade
How do I even recognise myself?
Why am I always f*cking isolated?
The truth was buried in the holes of the dry wall
I can hear them talking now
Tear it down, f*cking tear it down
It was always gonna be this way
It's in my motherf*cking DNA