Been called my brothers name since 9th f*ckin' grade
My mother called me "Lil Bo" once to tease
His hand-me-downs always felt like debris
I used to think that I could fill his shoes with ease. He's like 6'3"
It shouldn't bother me, but it's complex
Just another thing that contributes to my complex
We met when we was 5. You died at 25
I let you down for 20 years so it's no surprise
That you'd rather die than reach out to a man you barely recognize
You texted me two days before it happened
Said you copped Skyrim, you just had to kill some dragons
I think that was symbolic that your thoughts had gone demonic
You saw Koz OD. I heard you tried save him
Mouth to mouth resuscitation. Vomit in your mouth, laying on the pavement
But you couldn't do it
And he died
I bet it's all you saw every time you closed your eyes
I didn't hear this till after your suicide
What the f*ck, dude? I thought I was your guy
It shouldn't bother me, but it's complex
Just another thing that contributes to my complex