Deadx - Not Now Lyrics

Here we are not whole again
Question what's wrong inside my head

This time I realise that i was the one who was the fool
I'm sorry for the things I made you do
I understand if you just leave me too

Clung to you hoped we'd drown
All I did was weigh you down
I came I saw, feels like I was never there
Still singing songs about your hair
Scars on my arm open again
Every time I sleep I'm near the end

I'm not alright now
Turn all the lights out
I'd rather die than go without you