Fuckit Video (MV)

I just said f*ck it
When I close my eyes I'm prepared to kick the bucket
Sleeping pills keeping me awake
I'm out of luck kid
Don't know how to dream but I sleepwalk every night
Hopin I die under the streetlights
People fussing cos I'm talking like I really wanna die
But who doesn't
Everybody tryina chase a high
But we ostracised for takin something that they say we shouldn't

I take it one day at a time
Like there's any other way to live a life
Like they think that's good advice
I'm just tryina get by on a functional high with my eyes closed

Eyes closed don't know where these streets go
Never had a map and now I can't find my way home

I used to be terrified that I could never live up to
Whatever everybody else was livin'
But I guess I stopped believing
That the things that I achieve could bring me anything but misery

Eyes closed don't know where these streets go
Never had a map and now I can't find my way home