Deafbed - Hitthebrakes Lyrics

It's so much safer when I'm inside
Gettin high tryina vibe with my good side
Baby that's a damn lie
I don't want no life where i never feel alive
You can keep your good advice cos i know i'm always right
Tryina fight, beat the lights, make it on time
Stand outside for most the night like no surprise
It's so hard to socialise, baby i can't tell no lies
When i look you in the eyes an i say i wanna die
But am tryin

Only feelin validated by the praise
Hate myself about a million different ways
I'll never break out of this cage
F*ck I'm feelin half my age
People goin out their way to never say a f*ckin thing
A f*ckin phone that never rings
Lik a bird that never sings
Look, i had a couple things i had to fix but now i got this
When i drop this it's gonna go unnoticed
Just another sad boy in his room makin tunes
Only difference? I'm f*ckin flawless

Takin my time but I'm still on my grind got a mind full of smoke an doubt
Ritalin kickin in still on my couch
Got a lotta shit that i gotta get out
But when i open my mouth an i try to make a sound
All i hear is a problem that i know you dont care about
Self aware, still unfair that i gotta f*ckin
Fight all the peoplethat are tryina get my life straight
Full of hate so displaced that i regularly chase away my friends
An then repeat it all again
I got nothin else to lose but i think another L is gonna be too much to take
An i jus need to hit the brakes now