Dean Clarke - Change (feat. Kenn) Lyrics

Try and show me what you want to lose
But lately it's only hurting
It's hard to resist the fall
When there's no one for me to call

Heaven give me a sign
That it's not my time

Yeah, growing up my mama always used to tell me
It's so cold where we're living but you gotta stay strong my nigga

Keep your focus on the prize, you gotta make that figure
I see the difference in your eyes and I know God is with you
Remember when she put that Bible in my backpack right before I went to school
But I was still on them corners breaking all the rules

Looking back at myself I wanna say I was a fool
Good-hearted kid but I was very cruel
Seventeen the first time I held a tool
Never shot a nigga though, that's a higher level rule

But I was young and I'm in a better place now
Tryna make a change for the family, someone gotta do
Getting closer to God as the days go by
Might be my last season on this track and I don't wanna lose

Two hard decisions, what to choose
I guess I gotta choose both cause I don't wanna put one on snooze
I can hear them voices calling me back to a place I don't wanna be
Got some voices in my head, they haunting me and it's driving me crazy

Gotta win once, I can't be like McGrady
But sometimes I feel like my first name is Tracy
Gotta stay sober, all these niggas looking daisy
Gotta build a family with my kids and my lady

And they can't play me, I had to take it back to when I was a baby
Don't even judge cause God the only one can save me
I pray a lot because my lifestyle crazy
And they can't play me, I had to take it back to when I was a baby

Don't even judge cause God the only one can save me
Way back then, said I wanted me a all black benz for all my friends
I'm thinking bout the life I live, my lifestyle big
Look at all the things I did, I'm living my dream

My haters, they gon' say it's rigged
They hate the kid but f*** it
And way back then, I wasn't the same
I learned from mistakes and took a few lessons from all of my pain

They drove me insane, I'm glad though
Looking at all of the things I gained
Taking some time, I made up my mind
While writing these rhymes and trusting God to take any signs

This time it's all mine, on ten of a nine
I look at my life, getting the line, a single fine line
Remember, you can't go back so stay on track
I used to run on tracks, now I chase sex and hop on tracks
And don't smoke packs but run with a pack of wolves
So better back back and that's just that, I'm gone

I can hear them voices calling me back to a place I don't wanna be
Got some voices in my head, they all in me and it's driving me crazy

Got to win once, I can't be like my McGrady
But sometimes I feel like my first name is Tracy
Got to stay sober, all these niggas looking daisy
Got to build a family with my kids and my lady