Dean Lauro - Notepad Lyrics

(Ayo)
Feel like I been waiting just a while to read
Cuz I been jotting shit down, I'm not glued to a seat
I need
To look at places I've been and where I went
Not long, but I need a couple secs to reflect
I know
There's an issue that i'm starting to sweat
Looking back and seeing i aint got my ego in check
I got a problem
Every time I'm hearing someone talking shit
Feeling like I'm being fought and then I gotta deal with it
It's crazy isn't it?
I idolize the man in the mirror
My own advice
And it's easy when my mind is clearer
I'm counting time and I
Feel the worlds mine in a minute
They talking bout it and they hating that they vibing with it
So imma keep f*cking dropping
Like a bomb on Japan
And let these motherf*ckers know
My shit is hot like a tan
I'm coming back again
Nobody is ever gonna miss me
I ain't giving em the chance
It's not even in my plans
(Yuh)

Kick the instrumental, put the pencil to the pad
Any verse will put you in a hearse
Motherf*ckers mad
Kick back
Watch as
People losing they esteem
Then they can't write lyrics, what the f*ck do they mean?

12 a clock
Stopped, sitting tryna jot
Rain pouring, but it's something else clouding my thought
I'm chilling and spitting sick shit that's hard to grasp
So when you getting me to rap, you sound off on your own track
Turn the sound off when it's gets to your verse
Dawg wanting me on tracks so I could say the first word
I kill so many ra4ewppers i keep morgues in business
They telling me to stop, but like your girl
I just can't finish
The worlds in my palms
But I'm having trouble holding on
Edward Scissorhands
I tear apart the world in my grasp
Just relax
Got a come-up plotted out like a map
And you don't know who I am
But that's aboutta change, fast
I could get this on the radio
You turn up the stereo
Max
And that ain't all
Cd or vinyl, you can get this on Tidal
Until I did that, Until I'm on track, I know you hating these tracks
Motherf*cker, guess my ego is back
(Shit)