Dearheart - I Did This to Myself Lyrics

I open my eyes
And see the world's not nearly as
Bright without you
And I've been feeling
Even more heart sick than I have ever been
Because you're my best life
I've only come to understand it
And now all of my dreams
Don't hold the same weight as before
Because you're missing
How much longer 'til the fever ends?
Because I'm starting to think I might be breaking it
And when I wake will you be around still?
I'm trying, I'm trying to get well
I'm trying to break these habits in myself
When our eyes, they were still meeting
I had it all but I threw it down a wishing well
To find answers
Now deep sighs live within me
I haven't felt all that well since you went away
So come cure me
How much longer 'til the fever ends?
Because I'm starting to think I might be breaking it
And when I wake will you be around still?
I'm trying, I'm trying to get well
I'm trying to break these habits in myself
Break these habits in myself
Because when I think
About the things that always got in our way
I dug down and I found that it was all my fault
Now nothing matters anymore
Since I don't have you with me
So come on now, come on now
How much longer 'til the fever ends?
Because I'm starting to think I might be breaking it
And when I wake will you be around still?
I'm trying, I'm trying to get well
How much longer 'til the fever ends?
Because I'm starting to think I might be breaking it
And when I wake will you be around still?
I'm trying, I'm trying to get well
I'm trying to break these habits in myself