I've faced my fears, now I'm broken, I'm still holding, can you save me?
Please don't look at me, it is hurting, really burning, inside of me
Time passed me, I'm still waiting, am I faking, why cant you wake me?
Controlling my tears, am I failing, miserably hated, please help me!
Year by year, I feel it crawls, crawls through my veins
Distorted echo's, I can hear it, will it call my name?
Is this the end, is it closer? , am I building, my own grave?
Convincing my self, I've done what I can, by my own hands, am I not real?
Why can't I be real?
Is this all real?
Will I be real?
Don't tell me its fine, I know its my mistake, life betrayed me, but its my fault
Confessing my deeds, will you forgive me? can you save me?
Please dry my tears