DeathCross - Strange World Lyrics

In this strange world I see
It's not what I had in my dreams, somethings wrong
Something is controlling my fate
And what I wanted to be

They all stood against me
With the choices they disagree
Through it all and what I might be
It's not who I wanted you to see

Am I losing my mind?
When no one even cares
To know if I'm done with my life
Or if I'm just doing fine
With all what it could've been
I know I've burned the time
To save my last goodbye

I tried to fix my deeds
It affects the way I think about it all
The clouds are fading
Why is it still raining on me?

I'm flawless but I can't see
Still searching for signs on the road
Of my existence
Am I alone or is it all about me?