Debby Brwn - My Healer/ Gonna Stay Lyrics

I gotta deal emotional guilt
Insecurities are never distilled
There's somethings that ain't even real
I put it in my head it all comes to life
There's some things that I can't take back
There's some things that I carry thats heavy a plaque
And I walk around this earth like everything is in tact
When I know its gonna crumble
Oh I hope it don't haunt me
I'm just looking for better things
Something that can get me back to loving
Caring showing empathy
I know u got the bottom of the pit
I know it wasn't fair
Ya I fed you both shit
I made a promise to myself I won't quit
Healing every wound baby stitch by stitch
Healing every wound baby stitch by stitch
Healing every wound baby stitch by stitch
Ohhhh
I'm just searching for my healer
Never thought that I'd be the dope dealer
I'm just searching for my healer
Never thought that I'd be the dope dealer
I'm just searching for my healer babe
I'm just searching for my healer babe
I'm just searching for my healer babe
I'm just searching for my healer babe
I'm just searching for my healer babe
I'm just searching for my healer babe
I'm just searching for my healer babe
I'm just searching for my healer babe

Baby
Will you tell me that your gonna stay
Baby
Will you tell me that your gonna stay
I'm bout a bag ya
My pesos carry pesos on him
I wanna love but my mental got a statement on it
Heal yo self to fix yourself
U gone see the greatness coming
I look alive I'm feeling great
You wanna hate me don't ya
You want the house you can't afford
I wanna be comfortable
I'm worth more than the paper that you clip unfold
You stylist dressed in a leak but now yo drip is clogged
I got have it
Stuck in habits
Side niggas don't look like this
Baby
Will you tell me that your gonna stay
Baby
Will you tell me that your gonna stay
Baby
Will you tell me that your gonna stay
Baby
Will you tell me that your gonna stay