Decree - My Story Lyrics

(Dang 'Cree you made dis)

Looking at my story
Too many times I switch lanez and feel stuck
Call me Tory (Tory Lanez)
Take the Y, and put an I (Tori)
Begging on my knees
Prayin' to the Most High to make me holy
I'm a sinful man for those who don't know me
Its only through Jesus can He bridge the gap
To restore holy matrimony
Why I'm still living
Cause he's still finishing my story

Yeah, yeah
My future I fantasize
Majority of the time I'm petrified
Fake smiles should be a cosmetic line

Yeah, yeah, yeah
If I made a dime every time I told a lie
I could make a living off that lie, yeah
I ain't perfect but I aim for perfection most of the time

I'm out my mind, all this pain up inside
I hide from the world
But if they knew they probably won't take the time
Got too much anger up inside

I can't breathe, feel like life on the incline
I'm struggling to have hope inside
If you ask me, I tell you I hate myself
I don't even know why

Man in the mirror, I despise ya
Half of me wants to be chastised
The other half wants to be surrounded by ride or dies, uh
There for me when I break down and cry, yeah

My folks told me real men cry, yeah
What the world say, put on a mask
Act like everything fine
Keep things bottled up, keep it tight

I care way too much what people think is right
Didn't speak up when my ex was ashamed of me
When I was by his side, feeling traumatized
Couldn't sleep at night wondering what I did wrong

Couldn't make it right
Thought I was closer to my family
But where were they in the hard times
In '17, my pops on his death bed
That was the loneliest time, yeah, yeah

Looking at my story
Too many times I switch lanez and feel stuck
Call me Tory (Tory Lanez)
Take the Y, and put an I (Tori)
Begging on my knees
Prayin' to the Most High to make me holy
I'm a sinful man for those who don't know me
Its only through Jesus can He bridge the gap
To restore holy matrimony
Why I'm still living
Cause he's still finishing my story

(Dang 'Cree you made dis)