Tired of dreams because they always deceive
Tired of Existence I just want to sleep
Just one f*cking day I want to wake up relieved
Grateful I'm alive and can still breath
Its all catching up to me
Now drowning in anxiety
I'm shoveling shit out of me
Panic Impending
Drained till I'm numb
Smart till I'm dumb
Overlooking thinking
A mental splinter in your thumb
Some days I want to spend the rest of em
With my face in the pillow instead of facing em