Dedamin - SYSTEMATIC STRESS Lyrics

It's a great day cause she told me I'm her man
But it's not that easy, I am scared that it's her plan
Maybe if she kills me then I will understand
It's okay cause baby I'm your greatest fan

I just wanna feel alive
But it's better if I die
She gives butterflies
One day baby I will suicide

It'll be okay cause it is just nightmare
I don't wanna wake up since she is right there
I am going downhill in my own despair
Got me so stressed I am losing my hair
Maybe I can internalize
Right before I realize

That I'm going insane
In this shitty ass place
I am forced to maintain
The strength to contain
This head of mine
Trapped in this chain
But I know with time that

It's a great day cause she told me I'm her man
But it's not that easy I am scared that it's her plan
Maybe if she kills me then I will understand
It's okay cause baby I'm your greatest fan

I just wanna feel alive
But it's better if I die
She gives butterflies
One day baby I will suicide