Bottom of the Slide Video (MV)

I speak patterns with galaxies in my mind
When heaven sent an angel I saw for the first time
I recapture you consciously every night
Mind is out of body when all of it is divine
It couldn't be faster the hours go flying by
I would miss it all for the thought of you being mine
Since I been afflicted I constantly wanna write
But now I'm terrified of the bottom of the slide

When the longing hits I bob and I weave, I talk in my sleep
My happiness was lost to the east, you're all that I see
I'll turn to what you want me to be, I'm offering peace
I promise I can bottle it, please
I hit the bark and my shins get ripped apart
I take the brush and dip it straight into my sickened heart
I sit and start to witness the distance begin to scar
I think it's been too long to turn the missing into art
I think it's been too long to be okay with holding on
I got so many boring songs I make when things are going wrong
And every time you told me stop and you don't want me showing off
The little box I grew the fear to ever to swim the growing pond
I'm sitting here reflecting and questioning who you are
A character I wrote when my confidence couldn't start
In between my lines you found your life and grew apart
My fingers curled when I wished on a shooting star

I speak patterns with galaxies in my mind
When heaven sent an angel I saw for the first time
I recapture you consciously every night
Mind is out of body when all of it is divine
It couldn't be faster the hours go flying by
I would miss it all for the thought of you being mine
Since I been afflicted I constantly wanna write
But now I'm terrified of the bottom of the slide