I just wanted a friend
I recognize you in every constellation
I see you in every wildflower
I didn't want it to end
I hear you in every divine chord
When I am around you the person I want to be is unrecognizable
I just wanted a friend
You make my days stand still and bring sunshine to my nights
I didn't want it to end
When I dream of you I want to sleep forever
I cannot sleep when I think of you
And so I dream of you in every waking moment
Thank you for letting me feel
If I could ever be someone you'd admire
I would feel more seen than if the eyes of the entire world were upon me
Even though it wasn't real
My heart aches to hear your beating
And my arms ache to feel your warmth
I yearn to be messy, complicated, but truthful
I know that you belong to the universe and I could never have you
But tonight I need you all to myself