Dee Jason - Lack of Wisdom Lyrics

To be a good boy you must follow the rules set in place by him
It's the answer to life, ask no questions and you'll be sure to win
You get to go to Heaven and for eternity and you'll be treated well
But don't follow his rule, and you'll be punished in Hell

I like to think I'm a good person, better myself until I'm the best version
Try to carry all of my burdens, and try not to give a f*ck like a good virgin
Convergence of the divine to have created me I'm grateful see
I'm hopeful and I pray to thee but lately here I'm questioning the latency
A vacancy of miracles, I'm starting to lose hope
Did you abandon us, did you also reach the end of your rope
I'm also tired and do you know what I do to cope
I pray to you every day and night and all I get is another reason to mope

Day and Night, Wrong and Right, Who the f*ck let you decide
Created him, created her, But skipped it out on equal rights
Give your soldiers the toughest battles while you watch from the sky
I'm begging for your help and mercy but you'd rather let me die

So many rules to follow how am I not going to Hell
Are the voices in my head angels are do I need to get some help
Maybe should I just die so I can ask the man upstairs himself
Or are the gates a hoax and it's empty... (scream?)
Why did you abandon us? Because you're not worth loving
But I treat everyone like a God. Ignore them until you need something
I promise I have a good soul. But your brain's clouded with evil
Because you won't get out of it. Nonsense, I give guidance to my people
That's the problem with the priest and the preachers I don't believe their treason
Your message was to love everyone but they hate people for any reason
Different color, different lovers, different beliefs, anything to blame
Their killing them all and it's all in your name

Day and Night, Wrong and Right, Who the f*ck let you decide
Created him, created her, But skipped it out on equal rights
Give your soldiers the toughest battles while you watch from the sky
I'm begging for your help and mercy but you'd rather let me die

I know you give us challenges to teach us the toughest lessons
But I'm not learning anything from being blessed with depression
You don't give me the help I need, and what I need is an answer
Just like all the families whose loved ones you've cursed with cancer
Lately Lucifer is starting to seem like he's in the right
If that seems cocky, will I also get punished for the sin of pride
I'm going there either way, the murderers and those in shame
Must look at me funny since all I did was say your name in vain
Set out my whole life plan and just expect me to carry it
Jesus f*cking Christ man, I'm barely older than Mary is
Free will is an illusion and my only choice is to cry
Well than what is my purpose, be confused until I f*cking die
I'm gripping a cross, put it close to my chest, give them a sign, that I know it's the best
Denounce other religions, that have proven to be less, cuz this one hasn't been disproven yet
I'm losing it, there's nothing around, is my head in the clouds, heaven seems sound
Am I seeing things, is this proof of your towns, well if you're real then strike me down

This essence in my chest, I don't know what it is I feel
Is my heart giving out or is he giving me sign he's real
I'm too young to die but too old to keep my innocence
If I can have anything father, than I pray for your forgiveness