Dee N Zane - This Is Dee N Zane Lyrics

You caught me off guard
Words be shottin through my chest like their board darts
Gossiping like I need to be behind bars
Loving you was easy But you made my life hard
Better luck trying wifin up a porn star

You holla at me telling me we to restart
But I never felt like we even had a start
I swore to my grave, bottom of my heart
One day I'd kick my feet up lighting a cigar

You kept on worrying the safety of a nice car
Made me wanna take shots at my town bar
Controlling me your destiny but you were sub par
Your true colors out, I now know who you are

Your childhood was really rough yeah I understand
Needed someone to lift you up and take command
You were slowly pushing me away, you took a stand
Walking out in public couldn't even hold your hand
Yet I stuck around, hoping we would pull through and I'd kneel down, finally make our dreams come true
But I guess all my efforts I made were moot
In the end you played the victim speaking words taboo

That's just how it is, that's just how it goes
You're sky high, then down low
You came into my life that move alone was bold
Quick as lighting you were gone, yeah this was foretold
Perhaps my intuition started to feel cold
Maybe I was looking for my pot of gold
In the end it was something i could not hold
Cause all the fighting and the insults got old
But In hindsight, it wasn't even that bad
A moment of love is better than always feeling dead
You found me at my worst, and saw me at best
Took my power of will and put it to the test

And now I'm better
Living in the dream with Blur
We be making records
Stuck my finger in this bitch called life and made her wetter
Making all these beats I feel like a go-getter
Feels like my tribulations really mattered

You know it's strange how I got to this point cause I was hitting up Blur one night during a walk around the Ville and told him about these lyrics I wrote for him and he wanted to see them
At this time He was producing one of his albums so I felt like he would take what I made and make something out of it
A month passed, I'm sitting in his car listening to his new album and came across lyrics of this song that were mine and I was in awe like I couldn't believe it he actually did it
About another month passed and I started writing more lyrics for Blur and even tossed up a name for one of his albums and he said that was all cool
So, unofficially, I was his lyricist right
Him and I chilled in his apartment making beats and songs out of our combined talent and eventually Dark Abyss came out and we felt like we were on top of the world man
Well, I didn't want to stop there cause

I was on a roll got the crowd going wild
We had our tracks playing through the waves, felt in style
With all the other rappers in the game, so beguiled
Wanna be Dee N Zane, heart of a child

Want to make beats and not let the planet burn
Too much shit going on in the world it hurts
Seeing everyone I know butting heads, taking turns
Belittling everything that they know, they, think, they see, what to truly believe

Everytime I turn on the news I wanna scream
Everyday it seems like the end of the American Dream
But despite that, we can be a peace cause

Violence is not the answer can ya feel me
Cause that's what the title is for my EP
Passion in the art before all the money
I hope you enjoyed your time now take it easy

Dee N Zane music
Making beats that're therapeutic

Take care y'all