I'm waiting for you in another room
Take your time don't want you to think my life is too gloomy
Why don't you talk to me
Don't talk when I'm in my zone cuz I lose my mind when I'm on my phone
I can't decide when my mind flip flops yeah I can't stop can't stop
I've seen enough of my life to realize I don't wanna look into your eyes
My boat capsizes and I'm on my own
I've been losing my mind as far as I had known
Don't leave me alone in these waves
No I can't swim as well as they say
I lied and said I was fine
I wasted all of my time
I cried a thousand more times
I won't go to sleep tonight
Once again I'm stuck in my mind
It's gonna take me for another ride
Your smile is so damn bright and it hurts, hurts, hurts
See how the sunshine beats on my sunburn that I never had when I was younger
Now I have been (can't stop when the sun shines down on me can't stop when the beat goes on)
Burned (I wish that maybe I could be free then maybe I could be me)
You can see it on my flip flops
And I see it now that I'm looking down to the ground (always have been)
I can't believe that we've been looking around since summer (summer's gone)
And now I'm bleeding out on the ground alone I'm a goner a goner a goner
Putting ash to urn I got a lot to learn
Went from snug in a rug to a worm that squirms
Even though I'm cheesing
Looks can be deceiving
Underneath the sand the tan is uneven
I ain't even know that you planned on leaving
Now I'm sitting here alone ho-in' and heavin'
And it's really funny what I'm hearing word of mouth
Destroying any other chance to ever work it out
We both decide the outcome, the fear we outrun, the trauma undone
I wonder if we zoom out, take on full account, did we jump the gun?
It wasn't only all fun it was magic
How you left me in the sunset, tragic
Your smile is so damn bright and it hurts, hurts, hurts
See how the sunshine beats on my sunburn that I never had when I was younger
Now I have been (can't stop when the sun shines down on me can't stop when the beat goes on)
Burned (I wish that maybe I could be free then maybe I could be me)
You can see it on my
Flip flops
Now you wanna reverse the curtain call
Dealin' with the distance sick and so appalled
I had many many misses admit it was a draw
What can you promise me that won't disrupt my harmony? (huh)
Mess up my melody or send me to pharmacies (what)
Fool me twice then shame on me
This time tell me what you need
You left me swimming in the deep end (ah)
And I can't tread water without my floatie that was you
I'll teach myself how to swim now that you're gone (now you're gone)
Baby please just breathe
I swear I won't let you drown
Your smile is so damn bright and it hurts, hurts, hurts