DeeJayAyeEye - Carousel mind Lyrics

I wake up slow, the world so fast
Tryna hold on but I can't seem to last
People talking, their words just fade
I'm stuck in place while they drift away
You think I'm lost, like I don't care
But it's just my mind spinning everywhere
I wanna keep up but it's hard sometimes
Feel like I'm falling behind the lines
My mind like a carousel, round and round
I'm trying so hard but it's pulling me down
You don't see the way I fight
Just to keep things in sight
A mindless carousel everyday
Wishing the world would slow its pace
I'm doing the best I can
But it's hard when you don't understand
Little things turn into a climb
Feels like I'm always chasing time
You say it once, I mean it twice
Still stuck on the words that pass me by
I'm tryna listen, tryna stay
But my thoughts keep slipping away
I'm not lazy, I'm just wired this way
One step forward but the ground is sway
My mind like a carousel, round and round
I'm trying so hard but it's pulling me down
You don't see the way I fight
Just to keep things in sight
A mindless carousel everyday
Wishing the world would slow its pace
I'm doing the best I can
But it's hard when you don't understand
My mind like a carousel, round and round
I'm trying so hard but it's pulling me down
You don't see the way I fight
Just to keep things in sight
A mindless carousel everyday
Wishing the world would slow its pace
I'm doing the best I can
But it's hard when you don't understand
So if I seem lost, don't walk away
I'm here with you, just a step delay
Carousel mind, I'll be alright
Still holding on with all my might.