Tired Video (MV)

Heartbreak in the cadence of fission no more indecision
Mystery told me what's missing I just couldn't listen
Figure shit out its the mission
Low-key dismissing I
Took control of this shit but I never learned
Know I asked for the flame but I got burned
The lessons like time got to trust in it
When you move in light speed can't rush in it
Back then we use to love cold
A summer love to consume
Made to many promises that I can't fulfill
But I will always love you to Neptune
Even though our book has ended
The story ain't over
Close the book
Still need closure
I hear your laugh
Looking over my shoulder
I'm getting tired
The emotions grow older

I write to you for the last time
This pen has some miles
Very few smiles
I can't say I'm sorry this time
Ive said it so much that the meaning declined

I want you to know that needed you

The feelings have changed I can see in you

The love made me conscious
The love made me blind
The love contradicts all the thoughts in my mind
I'm ready to give my devotion to time
I fear that your love won't be mine

I fear that the time won't be kind
I fear that your ego still supersedes mine
These fears keep me human I'm trapped in my mind
I can't just let go I've invested my time

But I'm so tired

Rebuild the trust but the pieces all over
I can't do this shit I keep losing composure
Jengas the game but the game mean too much
One small mistake and I've lost my own trust
I pray to whoever will listen
I pray for the answers envisioned
Deep in my heart I still know the decision
I gotta to live with it my so called condition

Just know that I still have ambition
I still have reflection
I still have the time
I step to the cadence of Deenyo in prime
I still keep the guilt I'm still frozen in time
Light as a feather
I keep the memories near they're forever
The tandem we made should have lasted together
But even the time handles change for the better

Flower child
Beauty inside
The stars shine the brightest right after your cry
I wouldn't honest if I didn't try
I hurt me the most living life through the lies
The look that you'd gave me is gone from your eyes
I pray to the stars that redemption revives

I'd travel the galaxy
Live without gravity
Just to get back to me
More than just family
Cosmos they talk to me
Say theres no guarantee
Time will get back to me
This is my destiny

Infinity waits
I sit here regretting mistakes
Go back to sleep
In my dreams I'm awake
But girl I'm so tired
I need an escape

But I'm so tired