Still Alive Video (MV)

I set on fire my memories
Cause I refuse what I have been
I consider pain like a way to live
But the problem is that I'm not free

And don't believe everything you feel
Like in my case, I'm controlled by fear
Cause I don't think I wanna live
But my killer's not the real me

I'm giving up eight days a week
Like I'm drowning in the sea
You won't believe but I'm kind of weird
And in this world I don't wanna live

Cause I'm sleepless at the night
I'm a reckless with my life
I'm a man with some desires
That just keep in my mind
I'm Mr. Sadness all the time
But I'm too weak to cry
And anxiety clouds my sight
But I guess I am still alive

I try to take my fears away
I spend my days trying to change
Cause I don't want to feel so dead
But happiness is not my friend

I blame my mind when I feel bad
I'm sick and tired of my desires
I always ask "why it's so hard?"
When I am talking about life

Cause I'm sleepless at the night
I'm a reckless with my life
I'm a man with some desires
That just keep in my mind
I'm Mr. Sadness all the time
But I'm too weak to cry
And anxiety clouds my sight
But I guess I am still alive

I'm sleepless at the night
I'm a reckless with my life
I'm a man with some desires
That just keep in my mind
I'm Mr. Sadness all the time
But I'm too weak to cry
And anxiety clouds my sight
But I guess I am still alive