Deep Sea Fishing For A Killer Whale - Against The Grain Lyrics

How many years have you been wasting away
I'm sick of coming up short and being told you should pray
If every motherf*cker will believe in your lies
Then who the f*ck would question who should live and who should die
Trial and error
Cause and effect
Living in terror
Die in neglect
Forcing to love
Raise to resist
Hate from above
Struggle to exist
Feel the pain
Of going
Against the grain
All you ever wanted was what you thought would be best for me
I'm dead and buried
Or atleast as far as I can see
You did this to me and I don't think I could ever be
What you wanted, or anything I want to be
Deal the pain
For going
Against the grain
Liar
You f*cking liar
Slit your veins and f*cking drain
Tired
I'm f*cking tired
Sleep away the f*cking pain