Deep Sighs - I Crossed You Lately Lyrics

Yeah
I don't really know me
Is that why I get lonely
Ash burns holes in worn out clothes
Get so high that it's holy
Get so high
Watch life pass by
I shake my head with tears in my eyes
Cos what happened to me
Well man it's just not right
No one helped me out
And no one tell my why I I
Just wanna start again
In a different place
With a different brain
With a different face
I'd have a different name
Talk in a different way
Go to a different school
Grown up with different friends
Developed different views
I'd live in music if I was given time
Smoke till I sleep
I'd live a different life
And I crossed you lately
Yeah I swear I cross you
In the night when you're in your ways
You get so awful
They won't talk to you now
Cos we all think you're crazy
I was scared of you
But I care for you
So I crossed you lately
So I crossed you lately
So I crossed you lately
You could let me in so I could bring you down
We could reconnect and figure out
What went wrong
Where did you get lost
When did you get off track
We could turn around now
Now I'm making moves
I live in my own lane
And I mind myself I don't watch no face
Unlike everyone around me pulling me down
Telling me there's no chance I will win this race
But I keep on going and work through the night
Pour my lonely soul into this empty line
And everything I give I can't take back
I realised what I want is a normal life
But I never feel sorry for myself or wallow
My mum raised me better and my actions follow
I live on time that I know is borrowed
Tryna avoid the point when I'm swallowed
By the abyss of my own shit
Things I caused to myself that I can't fix and
When my dad comes back if he ever does
I'll show him all the songs and music I've done like what's up
And I crossed you lately
Yeah I swear I cross you
In the night when you're in your ways
You get so awful
They won't talk to you now
Cos we all think you're crazy
I was scared of you
But I care for you
So I crossed you lately
So I crossed you lately
So I crossed you lately
You could let me in so I could bring you down
We could reconnect and figure out
What went wrong
Where did you get lost
When did you get off track
We could turn around now
And I crossed you lately
Yeah I swear I cross you
In the night when you're in your ways
You get so awful
They won't talk to you now
Cos we all think you're crazy
I was scared of you
But I care for you
So I crossed you lately