Deepheelaz - Goodbye (feat. Josh Hankin) Lyrics

Ye it's been a while since we spoke
Amazed everyday, that I can still cope
Put yourself in my shoes, imagine how I feel
Not seeing you, f*ck that, don't seem real
I'm very aware that you no longer care
Upset coz I still do, and that's not fair
Look at me I'm an absolute mess
Being lonely missing you isn't the best
I feel I need to let you know, get it off my chest
I don't know how to say it, I can't even rest
This puzzle called life needs a mastermind
Somone like u's pre hard to find
Ur the one who puts sun in the sky each morning
Roll over, look at ur smile while im yawning
I'm greatful that ur here thru, the dark times
Someone like u's pre hard to find

I've been through the darkest
Made it to the brightest
I'm never gonna change who I am
Coz that's who I am, who I'm meant to be
Why is it so hard that u fail to see
Maybe i'm in the wrong
I don't know, ask this song
It's telling the story
The story no one else can tell
If it f*cks up, i'm going to hell
You always said, "You really did care"
Why am I alone, not stroking your hair
This is what, you have done to me
What happened to the person i was meant to be
I feel like u stolen these visions from heart
The person i once was i no longer no
Ur childish ways slowly teering us apart
My minds kinda telling me i should let go

Bad bitches all around me
It's clear to see
Deeper thoughts smoking darts on the jetty
Why yall so complex
This ain't natural kinda feel like a contest
But just listen to these words
These girls with they hoop earrings r the devils curse
Coz damn they bad...
Theyll sweet talk u "ur the best I've ever had"
"U know I dont want it any other way"
The next day
See her out in town on a date
Like really?
Cycle getting kinda silly
U with billy smoking billies
And ur tryna touch his... heart
That's what u do I see
People all around me but I'm feeling hella lonely
Lowkey
Blowing all my money for a bold piece that's what u do to me
Finna swervy u curvy but u thirsty
Hella curvy but u know u is thirsty
Looking for someone but also looking for myself
I think I lost my shit some years ago f*cking round with someone else
And now I'm trapped inside of this
Repeating bullshit call it déjà vu
I try to make a change in life but my will to live is thru
Getting drunk to mask the pain
Laying stargazing to soothe the strain
Coz it keeps for years like psychological disorders
Drinking every Friday night just to keep my mind in order

This whole chapter broke us apart, it broke my heart, it failed to start
I aint no switch you can turn off and on, i found you, and then you were gone
I lost something special, my one and only, I feel dead inside, so f*cking lonely
I need you, i need you by my side, babe you can be with me, you don't have to hide
Please, give me a chance, I love you so much
When u down in the dumps, i'll always come clutch
I miss when you call me, like SOS
Ending all the chats in an XOX
I need you now, im saying right now
I cant get through to you, tell me how

I think to my self "do i go overtime"
To sit here, write and spit this rhyme
It's my shot... to be at the top
Drag me down, i ain't giving in, i'll never stop
Had your chance to make things right
We made up, we argued then we fight
There we have it, called it quits
Know that i love you but there's no fix
I'll miss us but i'll miss you more
Don't forget you can always text and call