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I need sweetness, I need substance to control my pain
Yeah my weakness grows abundantly inside my brain
Thinking back on every action, every move I make
Somewhere down the road our love had morphed into regrets
I thought it was just sadness but I am depressed
Looking back at who I had and everybody left
Funny how my source of calmness only makes me stressed
My heart's cold and so I set a fire in my chest
I don't recognize myself, I changed my dialect
How am I the same when I have changed so much since we had met
Who am I, I seriously forget
Wrecklessly checkin for approval before I make a motion
Get me and coax me, I was hoping that you shared my emotions
Only to notice mostly you have chosen to f*cking ghost me
I'm asking where are we going, can't see a path through the smoke
Crazy both our hearts are frozen, setting ablaze what you broke
No joke, I get high every f*cking day
That's the only f*cking way that I can let go
Everything you say got me feeling like an asshole
Complements you gave hurt to hear as far as that goes, you can have those
When I heard that you were seeing others I started to choke
Panic attack in my car, I'm shaking 'fore I hit the road
Hyperventilating and I hate all the lies that you told
Only thing to help me through was the dabs that I f*cking smoke
Take the pain away, light up the nectar, see you tomorrow
Maybe later hey, right now I'm smoking, storing my sorrow
You ain't want me like I want you so why the f*ck would I follow
Bitch I gotta f*cking move on, that's the hardest pill to swallow
All your sweetness changed me, making me into somebody hollow
Hollow, hollow, I'm not seeing you tomorrow
Hollow, hollow, bitch I'm not seeing you tomorrow
Baby do I make you startled, get the f*ck out Colorado
Stole my heart you didn't borrow, lit a fire in my chest
Put my feelings into bottles, I don't wanna be depressed
Try to hard to hit restart but I'm so hollow since you left
Bitch I won't see you tomorrow, set a fire in my chest
Burn my heart there's nothing left
Burn my heart there's nothing left
Set a fire in my chest