De'juan - Sitting In Silence Lyrics

Taking my time
Sitting in silence
Clearing my mind
Shorty I'm trying
Facing the world
People are dying
Tell me what is going on
I am weak but holding on

Girl where you been, dealing with fury
How you gon judge me
Are you the jury
Temper abrasive
It's coming down
Tell me what is going on
Staying strong, for how long
Yeah

Facing the word is hard, get on my knees
I'm talking to God
I got a girl why I'm worried bout broads
Mentally drained, mentally scarred
I seen a lot of shit
Meditate but it's challenging
Blacking out, what's happening
Past life was damaging
CTE
Concussed they did not see
Swear my brain was fried
Wasn't smoking weed
Side effects they linger
My nigga lost his finger
Dealing with the pain
Turn him to a chronic drinker

Taking my time
Sitting in silence
Clearing my mind
Shorty I'm trying
Facing the world
People are dying
Tell me what is going on
I am weak but holding on

Taking my time, taking my time
I'm staying patient
Fighting my demons I ride with a glizzy
I'm looking for faces
Know I'm a make it
Know I'm a make it
Tell me what is going on
Staying strong, for how long
Yeah

Temper is evil
I need a blessing, where's the cathedral
Fixing my habits a young black savage
This for my shorty we growing as people
Let's grow together
Doing okay, I could do better
I was in Scotia so far away
Doing a bid
You writing letters
Full page
One day you'll be front page
On a magazine
Playing chess, when were bored
I'm a King and you're a Queen
Tell me if love is a drug
If it is then I'm a fiend
Need you round me every moment
Natural high with you I'm floating

Taking my time
Sitting in silence
Clearing my mind
Shorty I'm trying
Facing the world
People are dying
Tell me what is going on
I am weak but holding on

Girl where you been, dealing with fury
How you gon judge me
Are you the jury
Temper abrasive
It's coming down
Tell me what is going on
Staying strong, for how long
Yeah