I cant lie, but I hate you still
How you gonna say our love is lost if it never was real?
I cant lie I said I'm gonna forgive all the games that I let you play me
When you had to sit & think
F*ck a motherf*ckin' hook now its time for me to say how I really f*ckin feel
As I'm standing in the fields
Since High School I've been misunderstood
April 1st gotten me taken as a joke still
Talking to my father & I bet he on the dope still
Always acting different, bet he takin' all them slow pills
F*ck we can relate
I know they talkin shit cause I call myself "Delayy" but
Reason why call myself that is
Cause they through me to the back as a kid
In my head I felt different cause I was
The only one locked in
I was always working on my path, in my head in the past year I've been plottin'
I seen everything in my eyes & I know all them ideas I been down & jottin'
I been bleeding pain
Gotta push myself out I
Get it if its risky
Gotta make it work its the real me
Let you leave me in the past now I'm going up the chimney
How you gonna love me
But you never gonna get to know the real me
How you gonna play me like a f*ckin' fool?
I don't wanna love the crowd if they wanna see me lose
I can be on my own as long as I figure out my own path I'll love myself in the end
F*ck fake motherf*ckers I
Know that I keep my eyes on em in a lens
Saying "we should make a pack" but I know what's gonna happen
Talk behind my back, but I'm the one laughing now
Talkin bout you the f*cking "RealGeneration" but you
All about the fake shit turn the "Presha" down
Touchdown, Touchdown
But you couldn't f*ckin win
I been smoking on the "Presha" F*ck "TheRealGen"
And I'm all about the fake shit
Right, 2024 tryna get me back 2022
Ima serial cheater in your eyes
Fell in love in 2023, she was so damn fly
Moved out of my crib then I noticed all the lies
F*ck it, when they say "family comes first" now I'm in my demise
And I have to give in & try to be myself again
Now Im gone to try to make it happen
Look at the paste tense
Now looking at the next chapter
12:34 now I know that's what you're looking after