Delta Mane - Excuses Lyrics

I can go on and on with the excuses
Why I didn't do
What I was supposed to do
When I was supposed to do
I let you down again
Broken promises
I beat myself up
You don't know
I punish myself with no punishment
I just keep doing what I was doing
I didn't have the courage to turn away
From the demons
I kept going
Even though I knew
It was the opposite of helping you

No motivation, self-hatred, abuse, crippling fear
Vicious cycle of self-destruction
I got no hope, my dear
My apologies lost their meaning long time ago
All I can hope for is forgiveness
May you acknowledge me, your highness
I will step out of the dark corners of my mind
Shining white light is blinding me
Is it for me? I wonder
Was this all there is, was it worth the struggle
How could I hold on to the time I lost on my way here?
I will not bother

There is something far more
The journey is what we fight for
Life does not have meaning
It gives, as long as you're breathing
You are worth far more
Don't let others choose your
Path you take, it's for you
For that you will go through

Pain, pleasure, fear, courage, anger, joy, apathy, love
Loath, will, hatred, passion, disgust, beauty, agony, love