Delta Mane - My Past Life Wasn't As Easy Lyrics

I don't have savings
I don't have car
Hand that once gave
Gonna take it away
I cannot breathe
Desperate greed
Materialism
Easier for me
I can't let go
No standards to hold
Too young to get old
As empty I grow
I closed my eyes
Deceiving lies
Thought I was free
How wrong I could be

I'm paralyzed
Afraid to move
Afraid to open the curtains during full moon
Is it too much to ask
Just leave me be
Just leave me alone to putrefy in peace
I'm going insane
Delusions and dreams
Can't tell the difference between dreams and memories
Something still glows
Fire inside
Filled my lungs with its smoke and revealed the truth