Deluca Day - Varicose Tears (feat. astro boy) Lyrics

I feel lost
On who i am
So join me on a train or a trolley to keep you safe
So you can jump out
But are they really that bad
As sometimes in your head there's the wrong belief but
I'll listen to every word you say
As I feel deaf to your scenes

Ooooooh
But I don't want to live
The life you want me to
Its mediocracy
Inside a cacophony
But know those are fancy rhymes
To show i hate this place
And Your bent from my will
And oh it curls my taste
As we all live with fears

So don't make the mistake
To love what you can't be
As we can see through your varicose veins
Your afraid of what you are
As maybe it's your god complex
Or maybe I'm too insecure
About the way I look
Or how no one answers me at times
But you know it doesn't ever
Get a little simpler
It never feels the way they say

So don't use your words
Or whisper how you want to be
Oh their santonic
I might not be very bright to social cues
But i know there are lies in your belief
A truth meant to be hidden you say
A person broken on what you mean
I might slur my words it's misandery
But i know its not right to be here
I know its not right to be seen as you

So help me god
With my goals
No matter what it means
Infest my bones
And see what ill be
As i know life
Is better than this