When has it become just torturous attempts to breathe?
The pain of eaten alive, digested, spit out and dissolved
Mind distorted and tattered, reflections of Light slip away
Can feel it no longer, wanna scrap my life out of weak flesh
Vultures of the agonized pain
Vultures of the torturous death
Have taken my hopes away
Crows of the demonic praise
Crows of delusional haze
Have stolen my mind away
How has it come to this state so irredeemably false?
Trust in all that matters is lost to the point when sanity seems too unreal
What am I doing? What am I doing? Where am I? Hopelessly searching the ground
I'm devastated demolished detached, any normal conceptions denied
Nothing can elevate, nothing can strengthen me now
Words of courage are missed
Words of care are lost
Helpless to concentrate, helpless to slip away from
Falling into the void
Falling towards my death
How can I suppress my desire to destroy
All that matters?
How can I find the will to be and not
To Escape the Torture?
Found myself I fight again
Charged up to ignore the pain
In fear of bleeding once again
Any moment
Time stands still I'm too aware
Triggers chase me everywhere
Wait to take all what I have
Any moment, any moment!
Again, and again I will debate
No one ever was in the place can't be escaped
No one ever did something immune to forget
No one ever had something darling to regret
With the Authority given by Nature itself
I will declare once and for all
Sorrow's the creation of our mind
Which real existence is impossible to find
How shallow and weak our anxieties
Faced with the truth
To feel phantom pain or to be free
It's the matter of choice you destined to do
Agonies and agonies through
Is it now the time to clear the view?
Let the immortality erase the deceit
And embrace the ether free of disease
On the edge of crystal clear reality
It seems no grief can touch
Our pure existence anymore
So, let this sorrow be unleashed
To rest in ashes and to be
Forgotten for yourself and for the world