Demetrius Lane - Closure Lyrics

I've been tryna agree to what you said
When you told me "to leave it in the past"
Day 101: the countdown to a million
Doing things so I can sleep at night
Things that I ain't proud of
Pill and whiskey for dinner
Sexual favors for lunch
I'm missing you bad in the morning
A pillow of tears when I wake up
I keep on pretending
But who am I kidding
Baby, I'm still in love

After all the tear dry
I have to let it go now it's over
After all the lonely nights
I have to say goodbye to get closure
You said, you don't wanna talk no more
And you don't wanna hurt no more
When you said, it's over
That's closure

I've been tryna survive but I can't
And I don't feel like I can catch my breath
Day 1001: no closer to a million
Does it ever cross your mind,
What we could've been, if we could forgive?
Baby, have we crossed the line?
The point of no return
Cuz I need you
I'm strugglin' babe, can't believe you walked away now
I didn't even say goodbye, gotta find a way to be okay
Cuz I need you
I'm strugglin' babe, can't believe you walked away
I didn't even say goodbye, gotta find a way to be okay

After all the tear dry
I have to let it go now it's over
After all the lonely nights
I have to say goodbye to get closure
You said, you don't wanna talk no more
And you don't wanna hurt no more
When you said, it's over
That's closure