It's like I'm loathing and hopeless when shit is hopeless
Jumping the gun predicting your motives it keeps me dormant
Losing focus how I notice every flaw and awe I noted
Feels like it's more vivid when I'm livid
I need reassurance or a receipt to this prescription
My little druggie baby kissing pink and popping seals
The thrill for real I feel this not a drill
I'll kill to kneel this feel the chills
This field of view
The nostalgia feeling new
It's cool you knew this everything I asked for
I was like the crash dummy and you the crash course
So rewind and fast forward
Then matador your task force
Yea
I said I matador your task force
So tell me what you mad for its like you know I know my limits
But I still like to try it though
Weighing out my highs and lows
And drinking until my eyes get low
Feels like I've been here before it's too familiar
Yea
Just know the suspense alone will kill you
The reason I call it beautiful evils
Is because there's beauty behind the madness
There's something beautiful about making it out alive
There's something beautiful about letting it run its course
So this is me letting it run its course
Of course
Beautiful evils