It's been a couple years, still feeling empty
Cried a lot of tears, I think I'm my own enemy
Still looking for my identity
And this dark ocean that I'm drowning in
Like I've never even learned how to swim
Stuck at the bottom, I can't seem to win
This battle that I'm facing, I'm giving in
Hearts been heavy,
Feels like I can't breath,
Why is it so hard for me?
I'm screaming for help
But no words are coming out
I'm not looking for an answer
Why's this silence so loud?
Zoning out
It's driving me insane
Can't explain my brain
Since 2024, I tried to ignore
The time that I wasted because of this war
Being ill is real and it's so hard to heal
Trust me when I say this it's a really big deal
Hearts been heavy
Feels like I can't breath
Why is it so hard for me?
I'm screaming for help
But no words are coming out
I'm not looking for an answer
Why's this silence so loud?
Zoning out
It's driving me insane
Can't explain my brain
In the night so deep, there's no light to keep
Lost in my own shadows
Alone in the unknown
I'm screaming for help
But no words are coming out
I'm not looking for an answer
Why's this silence so loud?
Zoning out
It's driving me insane
Can't explain my brain